Life; A Hard Nut to Crack

What’s life for you?

Whenever I come to a point where I realize, now I got it, everything makes sense now, hey buckle up, I tell myself, the time of fruition is here.. guess what??

Things go down a rabbit hole!

Are you surprised? I ask myself Nup!

Life will be too boring if I’d already figure that all out.

Every day is a new step, learning stuff I haven’t ever thought about. The things I like, the passions I have, the people I know all are emerging, and yet in a fascinating way. My soul is uncovering little facets of life, it literally speaks to me. I have a direction now. What can be beautifuler than that? ( Oh please, now don’t say it’s not even a word)

Life’s a hard nut to crack. Formerly, I have been hoping to seek answers from others, no wonder I never got anywhere. This time I sought them from deep down inside, and what amazed me is that, I’m actually getting a response. Mesmerizing right?

I find joy in things, the little things that I overlooked before. I learned to see the real side of myself and others. I was trapped inside myself for years.. that could be suffocating for anyone, right? Always wondering what’s actually happening… why things are not working out… why people are so mean… and how can I let them get the best of me…

In the chaos of these mysteries, things went awry for sure. But after all those hardships, what I got is the power of self-awareness. I’m amazed by the process. How only changing the perspective is taking me to so many wonderful places. Pretty comfort that I’ve been looking for from outside, all my life, was just within my hand’s reach. It’s peaceful and beautiful.

Do I make sense right now? It’s okay even if I don’t.

Peace

xoxo